henderson waves with the two bitches, fir and besty. so long since i had a meetup with fir, we've been dying to meet and since it two days off for him and my schedule approve, we went ahead for a picnic :)

picnic in the hot retarded sun, town after that, dined at Marks and Spencer. Thanks Fir for the hot chocolate, it was yumiko cuz its free hehehe fir treated us as he finally got his pay, awesome much :D SUPER CRAZY.

xmas lighting was um, how do i put this nicely? it sucks, nothing special, ah whatever.

ANYWAY, 313@SOMERSET IS OPEN OMG I CANT FREAKING WAIT.
havent't been really shopping at town not ION either and OC kinda complicated but I.MUST.GO.AND.SHOP.GAHHHHH, NO TIME.

i still have clare meetup, jaclyn dinner date, besty swimming, gab tennis, jennifer movie, matthew meetup and another awesome date with my darlings!

i will be outta sg from tomorrow onwards so many dates, so little time :(

escape the other day was as usual, FUN! hahahahah omg my vocab is so limited.

Omg i swear i need to run run run run and Gabriel has been asking me out for tennis, ohmydearest soon okay tennis is soon and i still have swimming over at my place with besty next week, yeas and ohgod, swimming; the word sounds so ancient!
so, i have tennis with gab please be patient gabrieeell TENNIS IS A MUST (!!), swim with besty and run all by myself! and ohh badminton with syirah or huda. yes good guys, pack my schedule with exercise activity eh good one cuz i really miss being 40kg.

Last week, I had a cup of coffee at Raffles Hotel which was by the way the most awesome place ever, Obama stayed there if im not wrong but whatever it is, i was all by myself, just chilling out at Raffles Hotel among all places in singapore. Ah, god i rock i felt like some rich bitch going inside the lavish shops. Chanel, Prada, Gucci etc etc. I want to do it again!

I dont know when i went to Arab St with my family because it feel so long ago, and my sisters all blog about it already if you read their blogs and i am still not near there. It was to celebrate Shiqin 19 and Syirah 14. Oh, i hope my 17 next year would be nicer. My family has too many food gathering and i think we spent too much quality time. So, i want to do something different.
I had picnic, parties,birthday bashes...ah i dont know i just want something different.

I love sleeping the insomnia is back. I find myself doodling at 4am and walking around the kitchen alone and when i look at the clock, it says 4.30 and im like, nothing new lets just wait for the sun -.-


I miss my friends. I miss matthew, besty, brendon and the whole class of 4A and 4B. Yes i know i met them a last week for wanting sixteen and next week for the join class trip which i cant wait for nuts but i miss them so damn badly. and Matthew going for his Missionary Trip this Sunday!
It brings too much memories over at Indonesia, Batam.

Hey brother, if your reading, IM GONNA MISS YOU! You better have a hell of an awesome time with the orphan there and make them go crazy like me and just..have a great time at Cambodia!
Bring some good stories for us to share during bonding time and i pray for your safety always :)
Muacks! ♥


I missed 'The M Party' at Zirca straight after O Level, but that's for first-time clubbers and it was filled with wannabes and wanko so, it was alright i missed that one. Then, the other at Butter Factory; 'Freedom Event' i got that last minute from Fahmi and sorry babe, i just didnt want to go coz it sounds too boring and again, mixed aged and tomorrow! Theres this party at Siloso Beach where free alcohol would be given. Sorry, i dont drink or smoke. And a thousand other parties and events that goes towards the new year! Argh, i dont know which one to choose.

You know the feeling when it's suppose to be yours and it belong to you and you damn know it its just a matter of time you get it, but no wind no news no nothing, someone gets it just like that? I dont think you do. You dont have 3 sisters. You dont have to handle 3 different characters each day. If your the only child, be happy. Dont whine and say " I want siblings".
God, i say god(!), dont.

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i am calling the following paragraph "the distinction between pain and pleasure"


Shiqin gets N97 for her 19th birthday. Unfair. I wanted it first. She wanted her stupid E71 or whatever the phone it is i cant be bothered but i wanted N97 right from the start when it came out in the market and then the next thing i know, Mom and her clique bought it just for shiqin darling. Well, thats just say " too bad" for me.

And oh Syirah, if your reading this, thanks yeah. Thanks a bunch for using my OBS shirt without permission for your damn camp and make my day a whole lot.
Let me tell you something, im your sister, not your rusty clique that you can be rude and mess with. Stop asking for stuffs, using my dresses, reading my books and using my things without permission. and why do i make such a big deal? You could have texted me! Free sms, hello?
and it was OBS TEE. something you should earned before you can wear it! i bet you dont know coz you have to go through some three days two night leadership camp to know it.
and for the record, you still havent say sorry.

and Huda, im gonna slap your face if you ask me to shut up one more time when i talk to you.

i feel sometimes, there's not much respect for the elders in this house.

henderson waves with the two bitches, fir and besty. so long since i had a meetup with fir, we've been dying to meet and since it two days off for him and my schedule approve, we went ahead for a picnic :)

picnic in the hot retarded sun, town after that, dined at Marks and Spencer. Thanks Fir for the hot chocolate, it was yumiko cuz its free hehehe fir treated us as he finally got his pay, awesome much :D SUPER CRAZY.

xmas lighting was um, how do i put this nicely? it sucks, nothing special, ah whatever.

ANYWAY, 313@SOMERSET IS OPEN OMG I CANT FREAKING WAIT.
havent't been really shopping at town not ION either and OC kinda complicated but I.MUST.GO.AND.SHOP.GAHHHHH, NO TIME.

i still have clare meetup, jaclyn dinner date, besty swimming, gab tennis, jennifer movie, matthew meetup and another awesome date with my darlings!

i will be outta sg from tomorrow onwards so many dates, so little time :(

escape the other day was as usual, FUN! hahahahah omg my vocab is so limited.

Omg i swear i need to run run run run and Gabriel has been asking me out for tennis, ohmydearest soon okay tennis is soon and i still have swimming over at my place with besty next week, yeas and ohgod, swimming; the word sounds so ancient!
so, i have tennis with gab please be patient gabrieeell TENNIS IS A MUST (!!), swim with besty and run all by myself! and ohh badminton with syirah or huda. yes good guys, pack my schedule with exercise activity eh good one cuz i really miss being 40kg.

Last week, I had a cup of coffee at Raffles Hotel which was by the way the most awesome place ever, Obama stayed there if im not wrong but whatever it is, i was all by myself, just chilling out at Raffles Hotel among all places in singapore. Ah, god i rock i felt like some rich bitch going inside the lavish shops. Chanel, Prada, Gucci etc etc. I want to do it again!

I dont know when i went to Arab St with my family because it feel so long ago, and my sisters all blog about it already if you read their blogs and i am still not near there. It was to celebrate Shiqin 19 and Syirah 14. Oh, i hope my 17 next year would be nicer. My family has too many food gathering and i think we spent too much quality time. So, i want to do something different.
I had picnic, parties,birthday bashes...ah i dont know i just want something different.

I love sleeping the insomnia is back. I find myself doodling at 4am and walking around the kitchen alone and when i look at the clock, it says 4.30 and im like, nothing new lets just wait for the sun -.-


I miss my friends. I miss matthew, besty, brendon and the whole class of 4A and 4B. Yes i know i met them a last week for wanting sixteen and next week for the join class trip which i cant wait for nuts but i miss them so damn badly. and Matthew going for his Missionary Trip this Sunday!
It brings too much memories over at Indonesia, Batam.

Hey brother, if your reading, IM GONNA MISS YOU! You better have a hell of an awesome time with the orphan there and make them go crazy like me and just..have a great time at Cambodia!
Bring some good stories for us to share during bonding time and i pray for your safety always :)
Muacks! ♥


I missed 'The M Party' at Zirca straight after O Level, but that's for first-time clubbers and it was filled with wannabes and wanko so, it was alright i missed that one. Then, the other at Butter Factory; 'Freedom Event' i got that last minute from Fahmi and sorry babe, i just didnt want to go coz it sounds too boring and again, mixed aged and tomorrow! Theres this party at Siloso Beach where free alcohol would be given. Sorry, i dont drink or smoke. And a thousand other parties and events that goes towards the new year! Argh, i dont know which one to choose.

You know the feeling when it's suppose to be yours and it belong to you and you damn know it its just a matter of time you get it, but no wind no news no nothing, someone gets it just like that? I dont think you do. You dont have 3 sisters. You dont have to handle 3 different characters each day. If your the only child, be happy. Dont whine and say " I want siblings".
God, i say god(!), dont.

__________________________________________________________________________________

i am calling the following paragraph "the distinction between pain and pleasure"


Shiqin gets N97 for her 19th birthday. Unfair. I wanted it first. She wanted her stupid E71 or whatever the phone it is i cant be bothered but i wanted N97 right from the start when it came out in the market and then the next thing i know, Mom and her clique bought it just for shiqin darling. Well, thats just say " too bad" for me.

And oh Syirah, if your reading this, thanks yeah. Thanks a bunch for using my OBS shirt without permission for your damn camp and make my day a whole lot.
Let me tell you something, im your sister, not your rusty clique that you can be rude and mess with. Stop asking for stuffs, using my dresses, reading my books and using my things without permission. and why do i make such a big deal? You could have texted me! Free sms, hello?
and it was OBS TEE. something you should earned before you can wear it! i bet you dont know coz you have to go through some three days two night leadership camp to know it.
and for the record, you still havent say sorry.

and Huda, im gonna slap your face if you ask me to shut up one more time when i talk to you.

i feel sometimes, there's not much respect for the elders in this house.